Girl’s Heart

She becomes a demon to keep the child within
She suffers in silence when cruel life maligns
She’s mute to squirms and quick to smile for no reason
She walks alone when deluge of tears makes life frozen
She embraces a big guy in her small heart
She encases a small guy in her big womb
She breaks her world first before she stabs his heart
She smiles all around though her soul rots inert
I know how worthless I am to earn her sacrifice
I see how blind if I were to empathize
I wish to be a girl to know how deep it pains
I wish I could beg her mercy on my knees in tears rain