such a mess

before heading to club bff n co and we went to starbucks to grab a drink. javachip ♥.  th beginning of th night really sucks due to th music at zirca! then we waited to head over to rebel and we got lil crazy then coz th music at rebel was better than zirca's ﺖ

am really lousy , drank a lil and my whole face went red again. havent been drinking for a month or so -.-

4502.) I hate this because I’m really not okay. All day long I help out my family, my friends, whenever they need me. I smile and laugh and pretend to enjoy my day. But I’m honestly such a mess. Some nights lying in bed, I just cry. I can’t take it sometimes. I hate talking about my problems, I’d rather just help someone else. But i seem to screw everything up instead. I hate going on like this, like I’m going to be okay, like things are eventually going to be okay. I hate this. I just want it to stop. I love my family and friends so much and I don’t want them to know I’m such a
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