ENTRY 31

song: Slide (GooGoo Dolls) 2/11/07

Hey Babe (I'm not the pig from the movie with that title, please refrain from calling me that) !

I missed you so much today I wanted to cry (That means she missed my tongue) ! Honestly, it really wasn't that bad the first time we did it, I'm not gonna lie (You just did) . It'll only get better. I was thinking about that today (I've learned to spot and read women's "subtle insult" language. So applying that to this sentence and situation she was saying she was contemplating leaving me) . Then for some reason I was thinking about all the different places to have sex, 'cause of Melinda. Like in the shower, that's all I can remember right now (Apparently Amanda forgot it's also used for: calming one down from a bad trip, grandma's room, cooking and a popular spot for suicides) .Then I was thinking about (I don't know why) certain types of people that are attractive because of the way they dress (Now lets discuss this for a spell. When you are having sex with someone do they have their clothes on? Generally no. I would have to say at least 80% of the regular joe's and jane's fuck with their clothes off {I left a 20% gap for the few that get stimulated by what their partner wears and other acts-no disrespect to them mind you, just want to make sure that everyone is accounted for} . So I beg the question then since I'm in the 80%, what does it matter what I wear and how I dress when my clothes are lying on the ground and my dick is in your mouth? This just baffles me and is on my "world's greatest riddles to solve" list. If any woman can really make a logical valid argument about this topic, you'll get no quarrel from me and I will be willing to listen-go ahead I'll wait.....) . Like they can be OK looking, not great and not bad. But, if they dress a certain way, it makes them more attractive. It's two types that are attractive to me. One is how you dressed on Saturday (Anything in the "popular" teen click consensus that is in trend. In this case, anything Hollister or Abercrombie & Fitch) , that is seriously hot/sexy. The other is skater/prep kinda. I think it's hot (I think it's not) . I do (Well I don't, so fuck them and fuck you too) . I love you so much! I can't wait to start our family. I was thinking about our weddin a lot today. I'm trying to plan it. It's gonna be white and silver (Such bland colors for such a bland person) . My bridesmaids are gonna be Melinda, Breanna, Codie, Cassie and Cassidy i guess. That's about all I have right now. You have to help me, cause it's not that easy. We have to pick out rings, a location (Right now I'm trying to decide on whether to play TETRIS, STARFOX or SUPER MARIO WORLD) . Ahh! So much to do! I think we should get married a year or less after I'm done with college. Then maybe a year or two after we can start trying to have kids (Seriously I need to know, what's the deal with women wanting to get married and bear children before they've barely begun to live their twenties ? I know that in all of us there is that primal urge to procreate and spread your seed, so you can't use that as your excuse-whats the REAL reason? SOMEBODY TELL ME PLEASE) . So we'll be like younger parents (Never mind my question was answered: STUPIDITY) . I love you so much!!! XOXOXO
*heart* Amanda

song: I Want You (Savage Garden) 2/12/07

Hey You Hottie!
I missed you soooo much Sunday its not even funny! Yeah it will definitely get better, trust me on that one! I was thinkin about places for sex as well yesterday (WHAT A CRAZY RANDOM HAPPENSTANCE) ! It was funny though cause I thought were gonna have sex in the car eventually its unavoidable (Thankfully, death is also unavoidable) . We'll just be in the mood sometime and it'll happen. I hate that car. That's why I dressed that way Saturday cause I knew you liked it! I can't wait for the wedding either! Yeah I'll help ya hun definitely! I saw some couples in the store the other day and thought about us (Awww, I saw a video of a shark tearing a tuna to pieces and thought of you Amanda isn't that sweet) . Ughhh I CAN"T WAIT! I'm so excited (I would love to visit the alternate dimension where this twisted fantasy came true. Where Amanda and I have children and I'm drowning my sorrows at a bar dreading coming home to that bitch and I walk up to my alternate self and say "HA HA, sucker!") ! I really like white and silver that's awesome! Yeah I definitely want to be a younger parent. I'd hate to end up being an old parent (It's because of this journal, this little reminder in my life, that I'm fully aware no one is immune to NOT making stupid decisions-obviously including myself. Therefore I'll be getting a vasectomy just to make sure if I ever fall this low again that I will never pass on my spawn. The rest of the world can be parents, I'm out on that shit) , no way. I was thinking about you all day cause I missed you so much (Not true, I just REALLY missed her pussy cause I wanted to eat it again) ! I love you! hopefully we can spend some time together soon!
Thaddeus

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