2: I am a villain who doesn't even know what he did to be punished in the manner I am enduring at this moment. Nor am I even allowed to know for it is, apparently, that horrible. I committed my evil deeds in some past form and am this villain's reincarnation but am still the villain nonetheless because I simply choose to be at some unknowing and unconscious level that I am not even cognizant of nor am I allowed to be made aware of. Perhaps I'm making up a memory out of the amount of trauma behind what I had done at some point in my life.
I'm definitely not God.
Am I the villain who doesn't even know he's a villain? Am I one of the personas embodied in some villain currently existing in a life with all the sentience, memory, cognizance and pain of a real individual that doesn't, simultaneously, exist at all?
Or am I the good guy?
So which one is it?
I bet you fucking kikes would love to get your hand on this manuscript. To shape and mold who I am as you see fit. To add some inane little "plot twist" so as to formulate your typical "bad ending" movie where nothing is clearly defined or explained as the credits begin to roll. Well fuck you, filthy snakes. Betrayers of God. You fucking infidels. You godforsaken pigs.
I bet you delude yourself into thinking that, in the end, I'm some helplessly traumatized killer. Somebody who curls up into a tight ball at the end of a fight and cries about all the bloodshed, gore and pain I'm forced to inflict at the end of all this nonsense. Maybe you want me to think I'm somebody suffering from hypnosis? Perhaps I'm some poor sucker hallucinating because of some machines as part of your show? That "everything is going according to your plan" and I "have no idea" about the reality of my situation?
No, I'm not those either...
When we are engaged in mortal combat, I'm a cold-blooded, heartless bastard. I am reptilian. Just like you. God as my witness, I'll fucking make this the truth of The Universe I dwell in you felt so fitting to fuck with you sadistic bastard.
I'm your villain.
I'm the hero you hate.
I'm the protagonist in life. Not just mine but everyone's.
Lucifer knows he's a betrayer of God.
Jim Carey remembers that he murdered a woman the entire time but just lies to himself. It's not like he "hallucinates" anything. It's just his lies, made into a neat little movie for our entertainment.
Christof knows he's a horrible excuse for a pile of flesh. It's not like he is "truly ignorant" of the inherently sinful crimes against humanity that he commits.
Actors are actors.
Players are players.
Liars are liars.
I don't act.
I don't play.
I don't lie.
I
AM
TRUTH
Source: http://silentmantras.blogspot.com/2010/07/its-either-one-or-other.html
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