the riddles and acclaim is it?

so i do a twitter, i find it good, not for the reasons most people conjure up in defence of not doing it, i live in a small village sometimes i got to talk to friends, people i enjoy the company of, and also the news that i choose to reflect on. I enjoy the scientific humbles of those more adapt at such, i enjoy the information shared by those fascinated by gadgets, because simply i know i have not the patience to get into that unless i have invested my money, time and squeezed out a deadline that i need to reproduce this information...I'm a simple man, i have no single favourite memories, i just enjoy being in the company of trees, rivers and my dog.

Its through such a medium of social networking that i attained my best guitar effects pedal ever, with some kind offers to try some of my friends pedals, and also some recommendations from a seemingly expert in the field did I settle on one in particular. After a lot of research and using the tools (ie youtube) to listen did I settle on one lethal beast namely the Death By Audio Supersonic Fuzz Gun. Fuck me but its serious. And also the fact that I can see them on some form of social network sure does tickle me.

Social networking is not to meet your existing friends, thats for the folk who like to do the same thing every day and night, Its a tool for meeting new folk, who can enrich your life with goodies and insight. Its pretty necessary you just gotta sort the wheat from the chaff... and there is a lot of chaff but he wheat makes bread you can't do without.

But on the topic of technology, I am of the understanding that i can fix stuff that i can see working. Eg. cars for example (or more commonly a boat engine, prob a yanmar) simple. This goes there this happens and it works. it can be SEEN. if something interferes with that process it doesn't work, so I look at it see the problem and hopefully fix it. Not every time but you catch my drift. Now this technology that I get frustrated by is simple. It never works when I need it to be. I said earlier that I felt twitter was my conscience..that it was there to keep me right, a strange belief i have held since early childhood, as if something was guiding me, if I was doing something that might affect me in a negative way i would get a strange gut feeling that would mean I would stop. eg. if i was writing a note and i got this feeling, i would stop, i used to lump it in with the O.C.D. i suffer, believing that large bad luck would befall me if i continued to "write the note", then I tried to rationalise it thinking that it was something that my sub conscious has caught that i consciously missed, maybe a reference to something that may unintentionally offend, now when i analysed this there has been evidence that this may be so. But the likes of tonight when I try something as simpe as uploading a song to soundcloud so that someone else could hear and form an opinion, when it doesn't happen time and time again, i get to thinking is it wrong for me to send this song, why can't i get this to work, everything i try, emailing? the file is too big, google "compressing a WAV file"? it gives the information but it still doesn't work, so ask the folk of twitter, some answers from nice folk, try them, no joy, soundcloud then, since i downloaded it from there it should work. but after eight tries, no..fucking no..now heres the grate..why not? all these things in theory should work there is no rational nor satisfying answer why they do not work so i can work the problem, just guessing, guessing, for a siple fuckin probelm..then the problem with the likes of twitter arises, i see folk with very intricate posers and remedies for things they do, jaysus, its like another language, where do they learn this shit? i dunno, but my gist is how come these things happen easy for these guys, i always come to the same conclusion.. if they don't think about it, it works.... as in everything i do in life, i overthink everything!! this also leads me to my belief system and how fucked up it is. how I am very wrong and that my ingrained nature is not doing me any good by way of what i need in this life. But thats for another time. fuck this and that. anyway.

By the way. every child in this fuckin country needs to spend time in an impoverished society, so that they get their holes tightened and their beliefs knocked out of them. and fuck those people who think they have earned the right to say what they think by plainly existing on this planet for forty or fifty years..anyone can live that long in this world, we can quite frankly do it in out sleep you cunts..its making a difference that gives you that right. now go fuck yourselves.

Source: http://bighomeless.blogspot.com/2010/07/riddles-and-acclaim-is-it.html